1159108455 2006 September 20 Wednesday Tony 31 male London UK 0207 060 2026 LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: Yes I have given myself to other Loves besides the Lord. I have loved money, loved family and loved business more than I have loved God. NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: Some days I would not read the Bible at all. I would not love the Bible.

1159108456 2006 September 22 Friday Tony Clayton 31 male London UK 0207 060 2026 INGRATITUDE: See Hypocrisy - God has not abandoned me while I ran from my calling but has saved my life. NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: Global Church Directory neglect since last year, march 2005. I have not been concerned to pray with or to phone these churches and to know about those churches. I have lived a self-centred life without caring for the fellowship of believers. I have not explained to other believers their errors, but rather I did evangelism to save the lost without caring for those already saved. I did not gather together the believers, in unity. I did not set up prayer meetings. I have neglected the body of believers and neglected corporate prayer as a means of revival and awakening the world of lost sinners. HYPOCRISY: My Temporal goals have been many in my shame. While I persued them I was not right with God. I have either sought the work of the Lord for profit (which never lasted long before I fellinto some worldly business venture) This was in direct opposition to the will of God. There are many a Tarshish I have fled to and the Lord fed me like Jonah, but I came away with nothing. INSTANCES OF ROBBING GOD: During the time I was a Hypocrite I loved the world and therefore I thought that I owned my own life. I actually deserved hell because I was living for the world and not for God.

1159108457 2006 September 23 Saturday Tony 31 male London UK 0207 060 2026 NEGLECT OF PRAYER: Today I realised how much I have neglected prayer, and lacked love for the lost. We preached at the Hounslow shopping centre and saw many needy people today. I have been preaching to the rich and not reaching out to the lost, needy hurting humanity. Last night I had the sweetest prayer to Jesus, listening to Keith Green. I was sorry to go to bed, because I started to fall asleep at around 12 midnight. I love you Jesus.

1159108458 2006 September 24 Sunday Tony 31 male London UK 0207 060 2026 UNBELIEF: I have trusted and feared 'man' rather than God "Thank You Jesus" NEGLECT OF PRAYER: Prayerlessness - I have lived my life as thought there is no God, but now I have 'sweet communion' with God, and I trust him with all my heart.

1159172966 2006 September 25 Monday Tony 31 male London UK 0207 060 2026 NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: I have failed to pray for the bretheren within my reach. I havenot prayed or cared about the loacal church and I have not approached the Pastor to see if I could share these truths about how to promote a revival. How to promote a revival always begins right here, in confessing sins in a concerned way.

1159311794 2006 September 26 Tuesday Tony 31 male London UK 0207 060 2026 NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: I have failed to pray for the bretheren within my reach. I havenot prayed or cared about the loacal church and I have not approached the Pastor to see if I could share these truths about how to promote a revival. How to promote a revival always begins right here, in confessing sins in a concerned way.

1159649539 2006 September 30 Saturday Tony 31 male London UK 0207 060 2026 INGRATITUDE: Been lost completely for several years. Did not come to a knowledge of the truth but went after experiences with itching ears. When I was in that house in Swaziland, alone, without friends, at the age of 16. Caught me in my sins in Swaziland because I had believed false doctrines without knowing any better (Assemblies of God) NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: For several months since backslidden April/May/June 2006. I read out of force to Michael. NEGLECT OF PRAYER: Spending more time writing or communicating without praying. Did not pray once when I produced How To Cast Out Devils or when I went on a mission to Kenya. Not praying for the Church I was part of in Swaziland. COLDNESS: I busied myself with a wrong idea of the Gospel - "holiness" without faith or prayer. LACK OF CARE FOR THE LOST: Have not thought about the lost in the UK - Have not thought that the Global Church Directory is important or even prayed about it. NEGLECT OF FAMILY DUTIES: Have taught false doctrine carelessly to Funmi or have not been able to discern between true and false and have not given sound instruction. NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: Have not left contact details on CharlesFinney.com nor have I properly responded to visitors seeking for life / revival / answers / what is the truth in a desperate world. WORDLY MINDEDNESS: Jealous for my own fame instead of God's glory - the way I initially set up the introduction of the 12 tests of salvation, as if I was the one who did it, and I was the great one. Also internet business and types of business doomed to failure took the place of God. INSTANCES OF PRIDE: Network Marketing business vanity. INSTANCES OF ROBBING GOD: Spending money on useless business pursuits.

1159945120 2006 October 4 Wednesday pastor.aniljhon 42 male indian 09446242638 LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: iam vision forast tribals work in nelabur forset cave

1160056982 2006 October 5 Thursday dick deji akoi 35 male ghana 00233277483002 INGRATITUDE: i am very sorry lord for i have been ungrateful for your kindness and love for me and not thank you

1160495779 2006 October 10 Tuesday Tony 31 male UK 0207 060 2026 INGRATITUDE: I really thank the Lord because I am now praying and really seeing revival.

1160496030 2006 October 10 Tuesday Tony 31 male UK 0207 060 2026 INGRATITUDE: The revival is really happening.

1160585264 2006 October 11 Wednesday Tony 31 male UK 0207 060 2026 INGRATITUDE: I have made a confession on this website, All you witnesses, you can look to see if it is not true.

1160664836 2006 October 12 Thursday Tony 31 male London UK 0207 060 2026 UNBELIEF: I have been in unbelief and feared man as a result. Unbelief! I did not believe God was able to meet every need including revival

1160664992 2006 October 12 Thursday Tony 31 male London UK 0207 060 2026 INGRATITUDE: I can now really see my sins, while before I thought I was converted, all along I was trying to understand why God would not give me revival with a DARK mind.

1160759485 2006 October 13 Friday Tony 31 male London UK 0207 060 2026 INGRATITUDE: Due to one sin I have uncovered today, the rest came out like a flood - NOT CARING FOR THOSE I WORK WITH or WITHIN THE SPHERES OF MY WORKLIFE OR PROFESSION since university by NOT HOLDING A PRAYER MEETING in the office. Proud of my university and thought theat I GOT MY LIFE, MY JOB and MY SURVIVAL by myself. Coupled with this, see PRIDE. LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: I have not had saving faith but based my movements in dead works. Thus I have not made much progress. UNBELIEF: Not having faith to hold a Real meeting at home or in the office to pray. Not seeing the necessity of prayer - see neglect of own life. NEGLECT OF PRAYER: As above, not praying at work (see neglect of own life) - for the work - I really had a black heart even towards fellow believers in Christ within my reach at work! I cross over land and sea to make one prosylite and once he is made, make him two-fold more a child of hell than myself. Also carelessness in prayer for Harrow where I live, when I have gone out on a mission. Consistently adding JUNK to this website. NEGLECT OF MEETINGS: Neglect of the preaching messages I prepared 2 years ago to NOT PUT THEM ON THE INTERNET - God could not bless me with this neglect. I was delinquent in that i hid away GOSPEL THEMES. I hide my head in confusion and shame. Not recognising that I am a part of the body of Christ which includes every church. Unbelief in the role I should play in this body. COLDNESS: Holding a DEAD "sabbath" meeting. Yes I have truly been in darkness- see neglect og own life - I recognise a deep darkness of clouds and load of weight on my shoulders since leaving my university in 1997 because of DISOBEDIENCE in not setting up prayer meeting or caring for people within my worklife and profession. I have separated my worklife from my religion and it has been DIRE for many years, full of loss, confusion, dread, isolation and condemnation. LACK OF LOVE FOR YOUR NEIGBOUR'S SOULS: I have not cared about the people I work with or to establish a prayer meeting. I have quite lacked the spirit of Christ - related to slander. LACK OF CARE FOR THE LOST: I have not cared about the lost in London and in UK. When the church and mission stations backslid into darkness I DID NOT CARE but spoke with a bitter spirit thus isolating myself in despair and condemnation, blackness and unhappiness of life since I left university in 1997. NEGLECT OF FAMILY DUTIES: Confusing my wife with complex theories and ideas without faith to believe, not offering instruction about faith. Leaving my wife to grope in darkness at my suggestions without pouring light upon her mind. NEGLECT OF YOUR OWN LIFE: I have been full of a sense of loss and darkness and a load of condemnation because I have not cared for the souls with whom I work. Not even to give the message of salvation. God left me this way till I gave up my sins. Also I have not preached expecting people to be saved and became a disgrace to the public for Christ. NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: Same as above - love of brethren in the Lord in the workplace - not even to care for them. WORDLY MINDEDNESS: Worldly frame of mind in terms of what God expects me to do at work. Rebelling in even the job that I have got to scorn it and to look for another. Periodic depravity in wanting to elevate my lifestyle to heights. INSTANCES OF PRIDE: I have been proud in ministry. Due to my neglect and sins, I have been, up to this point, a convicted sinner and not actually converted. Pride of heart and vanity before men has separated me from the life of God. Proud of what people see when they look at my looks and face. I have sinned secretly. ALSO outwardly I have been a proud Christian in knowledge and supposed leadership. I could cultivate nothing in others, but to leave them in dependence and confusion. CASES OF ENVY: Office gossip and carelessness over actions and consequences of the lost in the office. INSTANCES OF ROBBING GOD: Not been resourceful with the Foundation Booklets to get people committed to Christ first, instead of handing out reams of paper to people I haven't even heard back from yet.

1160883527 2006 October 15 Sunday Tony 31 male London UK 0207 060 2026 NEGLECT OF PRAYER: Today I finally got the Spirit of Prayer. It happened. While handing out AM I SAVED leaflets I began to be so filled with compassion that I began to weep. I had to stop giving out leaflets periodically to gain control over my emotions. Then I began to pack up early, and on my way home, as soon as I started to pray and concentrate on the things I was thankful for, I burst out into loud tears and strong crying for the work of the Lord to reach the hearts of the people this day, Saturday, when I normally go out street evangelism. Thank you Jesus. I am so in love with Jesus. I thanked him in strong tears and crying for Keith Green, the music I was listening to while handing out the leaflets. It was really thanks that God had not abandoned us, that in every generation he had left a voice to speak out in the wilderness. I began to weep over the Global Church Directory and prayed that they would see, and repent because they had not. This is the first time this strong crying happened like that, and it is because I am now obedient about this website and what God wants me to put on there. I will obey Lord.

1161595573 2006 October 23 Monday rEV, Eliah Mauza 44 male Tanzania +255-753-599648 INGRATITUDE: thank you I wait from you UNBELIEF: THANK YOU JESUS IS MY SOLVOR IN MY LIFE NOW IS 9 YEARS AGO

1161813477 2006 October 25 Wednesday Eddie Ukpong-Dan 47 male UK +7929491231 INGRATITUDE: My health, my education my growing up my life my general being, Lord forgive me

1162025709 2006 October 28 Saturday Getenet Tadesse Desta 25 male Ethiopia 251-911-131990 INGRATITUDE: It is something countless-deliberate and unintentional sin. The disbelief in the saving power and authority of the son of God is the unforfetable one ,particularly a disbelief in God's word-John 3:16. Blessed be the name of the lord that now I am saved and I have found a great belief in him!Amen!! LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: -hadn't give priority to his voice and his work. NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: -giving enough time to read INSTANCES OF ROBBING GOD: -lack of responsibility in an opportunity God has endowed me. CASES OF BAD TEMPER: swift anger

1162119603 2006 October 29 Sunday Wandera David 38 male UGANDA +256 782 899 186 INGRATITUDE: IAM SORRY GOD FORGIVE ME LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: Iam sorry God forgive me NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: God forgive me for myneglect for the Bible UNBELIEF: God forgive for unbelief NEGLECT OF PRAYER: I have neglected prayer NEGLECT OF MEETINGS: I have neglected meetings.God forgive me COLDNESS: IAM COLD, GOD FORGIVE ME LACK OF LOVE FOR YOUR NEIGBOUR'S SOULS: I have neglected my neighbours souls God forgive me LACK OF CARE FOR THE LOST: Ihave lacked care for the lost.God forgive NEGLECT OF FAMILY DUTIES: Iam sorry God forgive me NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: IAMSORRY I HAVE NEGLECTED MY BRETHREN.GOD FORGIVE ME

1162207453 2006 October 30 Monday Tony 31 male London UK 0207 060 2026 UNBELIEF: Previously because I did not preach the correct message I did not get the Holy Spirit's co-operation and thus no results. Now that I preach correct, I now see the most amazing thing, of people being convicted of sin right on the street as I distribute "Am I Saved." Although I hardly spent an hour on the street, the Lord brought the correct people, in fact he brought a gang of youth. Then he began to convict people on the spot, with very little effort from myself.

1163008811 2006 November 8 Wednesday Tony 31 male London UK 0207 060 2026 NEGLECT OF PRAYER: I have a big sin that I would like to confess to God and to the bretheren all over the world. I have not prayed at all. I only just recently received the spirit of prayer because I started to pray myself. I HAVE NOT PRAYED. Hear this all ye brethren, I have not pryed. Now I pray I finally see my error and can see why I had nothing in my attempts to serve God. Please forgive me God, and please forgive me all you brethren.

1163410593 2006 November 13 Monday PASTOR JOSEPH MADADI 30 male KENYA +254 721 794 070 INGRATITUDE: I THANK THE LORD FOR FORGIVING OUR SINS AND WIPING MY SINS AWAY.

1165229464 2006 December 4 Monday Tony 31 male UK 077 4809 5858 INGRATITUDE: Thank You Lord

1165411324 2006 December 6 Wednesday Christine Hipkiss 43 female United Kingdom 07932889993 INGRATITUDE: I have been a sinner but no longer one now.

1165419311 2006 December 6 Wednesday candy 21 female Uganda 0712532947 LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: i have not grown spiritually NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: Reading my bible daily is a problem UNBELIEF: At times i don't myself in prayer NEGLECT OF PRAYER: I neglect prayer NEGLECT OF MEETINGS: At times a oubt the spirit COLDNESS: My spirit is down LACK OF LOVE FOR YOUR NEIGBOUR'S SOULS: At times i am selfish LACK OF CARE FOR THE LOST: It had for my to save aside same thing as a special offer NEGLECT OF FAMILY DUTIES: At times a don't like home duties NEGLECT OF SOCIAL DUTIES: I hate social duties NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: I don't care abt peoples christ life

1165490809 2006 December 7 Thursday callum 14 male coventry 07715155103 INGRATITUDE: i tuck �80 from my mums purse because we had a bid bust up

1165496044 2006 December 7 Thursday LEHLOHONOLO DANIEL MAHLATJI 47 male Pretoria +27823135063 INGRATITUDE: 1.Thank you Lord for P rotecting me, my wife and the the children from the car axident. 2. Thank you for protecting my family from all sicknesses and dengers. 3. Thank you for provededng for our daily food.

1166465858 2006 December 18 Monday X~X T@$}{@X~X 14 female england 07845309903 INGRATITUDE: haveing sex before marrage

1166565875 2006 December 19 Tuesday dale 27 male england 07957627416 INGRATITUDE: LORD thank you for saving my life, when the doctors told me i havent got a chance to survive from my internal bleeding.

1166761960 2006 December 22 Friday teresa rosa hardan 24 female england 0191 258739 INGRATITUDE: never thanking god for my mother and father. never praying, as a child that i was not born in a third world country.taking life for granted. choosing myself upon others. lying. taking money from dads pocket to buy sweets.lying to mam about where i was going and what i was doing. drinking at an early age.calling my siblings and family behind their back.using gods name in vain.letting my brother take the blame for most of my rong doing as a child. blaming my brother for writing those nasty swearwords.kicking my brother in the private parts. being cruel to my little sister when with my friends. making my little sister feel like rubbish as i threw sweets at here and made her sit in the corner.eating all of my big sisters rice pudding. steeling her pound.making people feel sorry for me. going to my dad for support when in actual fact i was the one to blame.stealing from kwicksave, the stationary shop and the corner shop.thinking the devil was more fun.not talking about god as much as i should. kissing my friends boyfriend.marrying a man i did not realy fall in love with.taking my job as a mother as more of a chore than a blessing. not loving my son....at first. not being a good mother.being lazy.not becomming my potential.letting lee upset my little sister and feeling that i did not have any stregnth to stop it.believing god and having him at the back of my mind, but not talking about him to my friends for the recognition of being laughed at. for not recognisin christmas for what it realy represents.being selfish. being vein, most of the time. lying to my husband.protecting my husband, even though i know he is in the rong with the incident with sheree. lying about the night before.not visiting my gran in the home.displacing peoples trust. decieving my parents and everyone elses beliefs in me. decieving family and friends.being unloyal to family and friends. believing ignorance is the best way forward.not praying when somethig good happens. not thanking god for my house and my and my families wellbeing. judgeing people when i am guilty, maybe even more than them. LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: i have sometimes joked about gods name, used it in vein and forgot about him when i am having a good time with the life he gave me. NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: i have never read the bible.shamefull.. UNBELIEF: i disbelieved in christ a few years ago when i consuned canabis on a regular basis.my fear became unbearable. i prayed to him but did not realy have true faith. my faith is still not 100percent restored and for that i am truely sorry. NEGLECT OF PRAYER: i neglect prayer a lot of the time. i have not yet shown my son how to pray, therefore i am teaching him to sin. HINDERING OF OTHERS: if you are right i am doomed to hell. im not saying that i dont believe you but i feel that there is far too much to fix.

1167243094 2006 December 27 Wednesday Diego 21 male Brazil 552181067706 INGRATITUDE: Eu fui ingrato em nao lembrar as benefic�ncias que Deus fez a mim e ignora-la em meus sentimentos n�o agradecendo por um viol�o, por uma cama, pela famlia que me assitiu ao estar ao meu lado, e minha fam�lia que (meu pai) que me "desprezou", nme pelas tribula��es e provas que passos em meus sentimentos sexuais. Pequei Senhor, me perdoa por n�o reconhecer tua gra�a em me amparar nos meus pecados, pela tua paci�ncia e gra�a em me acolher nas casas dos irm�os. LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: MEu amor a Deus, tem sido uma amor doente que demosntro apenas em palavra, e preciso mudar isso em atitudes de amor a Ele. Por ter amado mais a masturba��o do que Deus, amado mais querer uma namorada do que meu Deus, meus prazeres mais do que Deus. dexie de amar sua presen�a e sua palavra, e a sua votnade, deixei de ter prazer e fiquei frio e desanimado pelas suas coisas. Senhor me perdoa e pela tua gra�a me ajuda a te amar de todo o meu cora��o, confesso com seriedade meu Deus perdoa-me. NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: tenho meditado com ansiedade e n�o temido a palavra de Deus. num tenho dado o valor deviado a palavra de Deus. Perdoa-me Senhor. As vezes minha sede e ansiedade de rpazer esta em ler livros evangelicos , mas nao tua palavra, d�-me sede de tua palavra e perdoa-me. UNBELIEF: As vezes vem um sentimento de duvida, mas creio em tuas promessas Senhor. NEGLECT OF PRAYER: Tenho orado muito pouco e devotado muito pouca ora��o a Deus. preciso orar mais e com mais paix�o, f� e fervo. perdoa-me Senhor. COLDNESS: �s vezes oro assim ,mas ja pedi perd�o a Deus por orar t�o pouco apaixonadamente. de uma forma religiosa. LACK OF LOVE FOR YOUR NEIGBOUR'S SOULS: Tenho negligenciado a pregra��o e a ora��o pela salva��o das almas, e pe�o perd�o a Deus, e que renove minha paix�o pelas almas para n�o mais negligencie esta obre maravilhosa. LACK OF CARE FOR THE LOST: preciso repensar minha contribui��o para enviar outro como ofertar mission�rias ou alguma forma de ajudar os pobres diminuidno minha lux�ria. Que Deus me perdoe e me d� mais amor ao proximo. NEGLECT OF FAMILY DUTIES: eu preciso me acertar com minha fam�lia, apesar de meu pai ter me expulsado de casa. NEGLECT OF SOCIAL DUTIES: Relamente eu me importo pouco com a educa��o do meu pa�s.... Que Deus me d� mais censo de responsabilidade pra viver um cristianismo verdadeiro NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: N�o amado nem buscado as pessoas das quais tenho discipulado... preciso de perd�o Senhor. e preciso de um renovo em minha vida espiritual. NEGLECT OF SELF-DENIAL: praticamente num tenho negado a mim mesmo... e preciso voltar a faze-lo... te pecad pela auto gratifuca��o no dormr, no comer no falar em me divertir. TIMES OF SLANDER: as vezes coment�rios das pessoas e do pastor, muitas vezes... Me perdoa Senhor. LACK OF SERIOUSNESS: as vezes em meus sentimentos tenho falta de seriedade a Deus, e nas minhas atitudes e palavras. INSTANCES OF LYING: em presta��es de contas e perguntas que quasndo menos vi, menti, epra num levar uma bronca maior generalizei as coisas, me perdoe Senhor. HYPOCRISY: nas mihas confiss�es a Deus, co0nfessando meus pecados sem querer se arrepender genuinamente.

1167258429 2006 December 27 Wednesday FERNIE 33 female UK 07931118343 INGRATITUDE: I HAVE IN LOVE WITH A MAN WHO IS NOT CHRISTIAN TWO YRS AGO AND FEEL GUILTY SINCE THEN. I HAVE CONFESS MY SIN BUT I CANNOT SAVE THIS PERSON . I SFEEL SO HELPLESS , UPSET AND DEPRESS. SOMETIMES WOULD LIKE TO KILL MYSLEF. I HATE THIS SINFUL FEELING, I FEEL BETRAY TO JESUS CHRIST, MYSLEF, MY FUTURE. I'M NOT HAPPY ABOUT THAT.

1167361875 2006 December 29 Friday Carl Halling 51 male United Kingdom 020 8873 1761 INGRATITUDE: I never thank God for forgiving me my transgressions; I just beg Him for forgiveness, and then move on, only to resin at a later date. LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: So many times, instead of listening to God, I've been swayed by Man, even though He's made His will manifestly clear to me repeatedly. NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: I rarely read the Word of God, and can go months even without picking it up. No wonder I am so spiritually wretched at times. UNBELIEF: I pray repeatedly, often only ever half believing that He will answer them; and then wonder why my life is blighted by poverty and failure. NEGLECT OF PRAYER: I go days without praying. NEGLECT OF MEETINGS: I am slow to fellowship with fellow Christians. COLDNESS: I can be spiritually cold; and critical towards others. LACK OF LOVE FOR YOUR NEIGBOUR'S SOULS: Instead of weeping for the lost; I am often angry with them. LACK OF CARE FOR THE LOST: I don't have sufficient heart for the lost. NEGLECT OF FAMILY DUTIES: Sometimes, I am a poor example to my lost relatives, a pathetic excuse for a Christian. NEGLECT OF SOCIAL DUTIES: I have stopped donating to benevolent causes. NEGLECT OF YOUR OWN LIFE: My behaviour in front of believers and unbelievers alike is sometimes abominable, worse than any unbeliever's. NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: I do not sufficiently support suffering fellow believers. NEGLECT OF SELF-DENIAL: I can be grossly self-indulgent. WORDLY MINDEDNESS: I can be very lustful. INSTANCES OF PRIDE: I can be physically vain, and proud in my work. CASES OF ENVY: I am not overtly envious; but can sometimes feel hostility towards the succcesful. INSTANCES OF HARSH CRITICISM: I definitely have a bitter and critical spirit. TIMES OF SLANDER: I rarely talk ill behind peoples backs, but have been guilty of this. LACK OF SERIOUSNESS: I can be guilty of levity. INSTANCES OF LYING: I can be sneaky and deceptive. CASES OF CHEATING: I can treat others in a way I would not want to be treated myself. HYPOCRISY: I repent, and then can resin, as if I never really wanted to quit it. INSTANCES OF ROBBING GOD: I watch bad things on TV. CASES OF BAD TEMPER: My tongue and temper can be very poor. HINDERING OF OTHERS: I am a lazy man.

1168129571 2007 January 7 Sunday peter 52 male United Kingdom 0191 2710866 INGRATITUDE: a Godly loving gospel church was like Christ to me but when I left I have very rarely prayed for growth of the individuals who treated me with such love. also after bible college though I remember it with warm affection I haven't continued with the same fervency for God's felt presence or desire to obey his leading LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: I continue to find I am unwilling to give Him all of my heart I want comfort food I want sleep I want to be unseen but noticed! NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: My desire is to get good Christian teaching into peoples lives without knowing well enough there actual heartstate just because I read the bible it doesn!t make me in itself a better person Jesus said If you hunger and thirst for Righteousness you will be filled. UNBELIEF: The power of life and death is on our lips set a guard over my mouth over the door of my lips. It is true I have stopped recently to quickly when praising God and have not been building up my brothers and sisters. NEGLECT OF PRAYER: last wednesday I went to the prayer meeting out of duty not love and didn't prayer anyway..I'd watched a movie.Cars same people who didTOY STORY NEGLECT OF MEETINGS: as above COLDNESS: coldness lukewarmness feeling like a hired hand instead of a son

1168131483 2007 January 7 Sunday Stanley Peter Dickinson 51 male U.K. 01912710866 LACK OF LOVE FOR YOUR NEIGBOUR'S SOULS: I do want people to be saved. I haven't always tears for them but a cry in my heart I hope is heard LACK OF CARE FOR THE LOST: Paul spoke about agonizing for the souls of people. he did something about it. continually! NEGLECT OF FAMILY DUTIES: I am a divorced male I thought at the time I was giving my ex-wife What she wanted. now part of the problem not the solution to our society's illsA NEGLECT OF SOCIAL DUTIES: A former pastor said it will have an effect on your wallet. I am looking to God for my every temporal need. NEGLECT OF YOUR OWN LIFE: Recently at works Christmas party opportunity to give testimony by singing was missed because of "how would I look if I make a mess of of it? NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: I think a good sign of a christian is to be involved in reaching whomsoever Why are there not more believers prepared to be a fool for Christ and speak the word to their fellows if you offer them bread you may find out how hungry they are? NEGLECT OF SELF-DENIAL: I am believing GOD for the wealth of the gentiles WORDLY MINDEDNESS: what I've got is not much worldly things. most of my possessions have been given to me INSTANCES OF PRIDE: this is a good test I like to look good it makes me think I've made an effort I want to smell nice too . But is what I'm offering a stink in His nostrils CASES OF ENVY: I maybe fooling myself of course but what I am If there is any good in me then it was put there by the Grace of GOD

1168950188 2007 January 16 Tuesday josie mcguinness 45 female england 07908031963 INGRATITUDE: iconfess that i was saved by gods grace and have never truly given or properly thanked or been grateful to jesus living unto man more than to god my salvation to do with selfrighteousness pride ignorance disbelief disobedience unloving and taking all the blessings of god but not thanking or being truly grateful personally to the lord just mouthing it more to myself than to god.

1169073281 2007 January 17 Wednesday dowayne 25 male united kingdom 07904770590 UNBELIEF: at times i wrestle with doubt in my life and sin against god and i'm sorry.

1169294857 2007 January 20 Saturday cassy 13 female england 07790591989 INGRATITUDE: doing bad things

1169539510 2007 January 23 Tuesday LEHLOHONOLO DANIEL MAHLATJI 47 male R.S.A 0823135063 INGRATITUDE: WHEN GOD PROTACT ME FROM ALL DANGERS EVERY DAY AND GO TO BED WITHOUT SAYING THANK YOU TO HIM. LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: GOING THROUGHOUT THE DAY WITHOUT READING THE WORD OF GOD. NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: ONLY READING THE BIBLE WHEN IN TROUBLE OR LOOKING FOR A SERMON.

1170549925 2007 February 4 Sunday ben 49 male newark 016362778956 INGRATITUDE: what has he done for me INSTANCES OF ROBBING GOD: hes rob me

1170695847 2007 February 5 Monday farisai 27 female UK 07951379770 INGRATITUDE: I have been blessed with friends that help me yet i thought God was not looking after me.Forgive me Father.I have overcome ilnesses thank you Lord. LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: Forgive me Father when i have not prayed or sang praises to you.I have concentrated in loving nice clothes and looking nice without worshipping you through Jesus christ. NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: Forgive me Father.I wan to read and understand the Bible in the way that will ive me wisdom UNBELIEF: Forgive me Father for doubting you.I pray everyday but at times iam not sure i beieve i can get my prayers answered.I want to have greater faith in you and love NEGLECT OF PRAYER: I have been selfish in prayer by praying only when i need something.I want to praise the Lord always.

1170828205 2007 February 7 Wednesday adam giboney 24 male N.Ireland 02880758764 INGRATITUDE: catholics blew up my home town, i was bullyied as a kid i use to see myself cutting people with knives when talking to them, and finally i was traped in my head with all tath faith that almost lead me 2 commit suicide, i thank god, ps all i wanted was freedom to make up my own mind, thats basically the last 4 years of my life

1170844837 2007 February 7 Wednesday MARY 46 female UK NO PHONE INGRATITUDE: TRUE GOD HAS DELIVERED ME FROM SITUATIONS BEYOND MEASURE BUT I AM SOMEONE WHO DOES NOT APPRECIATE LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: i have done evil in the sight of GOD , MY FAMILY AND THE WORLD BECAUSE OF MY UN DISABILIEF NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: I HAVE TRIED TO READ THE BIBLE BUT MANY TIMES I FIND MY SELF HAVING NO INTEREST TO CONTINUE UNBELIEF: NOT THAT I DONT BELIEVE BUT BECAUSE I NEVER TOOK THIS SCIPTURE SERIOUSLY TO THEM THAT WAIT UPON THE LORD SHALL REKNEW THEIR STRENGHT I WANTED THE LORD TO GIVE ME RIGHT THERE NEGLECT OF PRAYER: THEREVWAS A TIME I USED TO PRAY TOGATHER WITH MY FAMILY BUT TIME CAME WHEN I NO LONGER DID IT I WAS TOO SELFISH NEGLECT OF MEETINGS: PRAY FOR ME I HAVE REJECTED THE HOLY SPIRIT IN AWAY OF NOT PERFORMING IN THE THINGS OF GOD BUT THINGS OF THE WORLD COLDNESS: AS IF YOU KNOW IT IS ALL TRUE I WANT TO BE FORGIVEN LACK OF LOVE FOR YOUR NEIGBOUR'S SOULS: YES I HAVE WATCHED SO MANY GO TO HELL BUT NOW I AM WILLING TO HELP THEM INTO THE KINGDOM OF GOD LACK OF CARE FOR THE LOST: I HAVE PRAYED FOR THE UNSAVED BUT BECAUSE I ALSO NEED TO BE HELPED I FEEL I HAVENT DONE TO THE FULNESS OF IT NEGLECT OF FAMILY DUTIES: SO MUCH HAVE I NEGLECTED GOD FORGIVE ME NEGLECT OF SOCIAL DUTIES: IF I CAN DO IT I AM WILLING TO DO THE BEST FOR THE SOCIETY THE POOR OR THE GOVERNMENT IF YOU SUPPORTED ME NEGLECT OF YOUR OWN LIFE: YES I HAVE BEEN AN OBSTACLE TO REVIVAL MY THE LORD ALMIGHT SEE MY CRIES AND DEAL WITH ME IN A SPEACIAL WAY TODAY HE SHOULD START WITH ME AFRESH I WANT TO CHANGE NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: IF I AM GIVEN A CHANCE TO WORK FOR HIM "GOD" I AM WILLING TO DO HIS WILL OF CARERING PEOPLES SPIRITUAL LIVES AND MY OWN LIFE NEGLECT OF SELF-DENIAL: THIS IS ONE OF MY PROBLEMS BECAUSE I HAVE SO MANY DEBTS I DONT HAVE TIME TO DENIEL MY SELF FOR THE SAKE OF THE KINGDOM GOD HELP ME IAM REALY A SINNER WORDLY MINDEDNESS: A MIND SET IN MATERIAL THINGS YES MADE ME TO SIN I HAVE ASKED GOD TO FORGIVE ME TO SET ME FREE FROM ALL THESE BONDAGES INSTANCES OF PRIDE: I HAVE DONE ALL THESE EVIL THINGS RATHER THAN THINKING ABOUT GOD BECAUSE OF CIRCUMSTANSES BEYOND REASONING BRITAIN IS NOT EASY TO LIVE I WANT TO RETURN TO MY GOD CASES OF ENVY: I REPENT DEEPLY FOR GIVING MYSELF TO THE SPIRIT OF HELL GOD FORGIVE ME I REALLY WANT TO CHANGEFOR THIS IS MY YEAR I HAVE DECIDED TO CHANGE I EVEN WANT TO ATTEND THEOLOGY COLLEGE WHERE I CAN SERVE MY GOD IN SPIRIT AND IN TRUTH INSTANCES OF HARSH CRITICISM: I JUST WANT TO CONFESS EVERY THING I WAS NOT A GOOD PERSON NOW I HAVE COME TOMY SENSES TO RETURN TO MY SAVIOUR IN SPIRIT AND IN TRUTH TIMES OF SLANDER: I BELIEVE I HAVE INJURED MY HUSBAND OF IMAGINING HIM TO BE WITH OTHER WOMEN WHEN HE IS NOT LIKE THAT HE IS A DECENT MAN BUT BECAUSE OF THE EVIL IN ME I HAVENT DONE WELL MAY THE LORD ALMIGHT FORGIVE ME LACK OF SERIOUSNESS: SO MANY TIMES I HAVE HAD LESS RESPECT FOR HIM BUT ONE THING I KNOW WHEN I REALISE MY MISTAKES I GO BEFORE HIM AND REPENT INSTANCES OF LYING: I HAVE LIED NOT BECAUSE I WANT TO BUT CIRCUMSTANCES IN UK THE SPIRIT OF LIE IS MOVING ESPECIALY TO US WHO ARE IMMIGRANTS, PRAY FOR US I REPENT OVER ALL LIES I HAVE COMMITTED CASES OF CHEATING: I HAVE CHEATED MANY TIMES GOD FORGIVE ME I WOULDT WANT MY HUSBAND MY CHILDREN MY FRIENDS TO DO THEM TO ME HYPOCRISY: YES I HAVE CONFESSED SINS THAT I REAL DIDNOT INTED TO QUIT WHILE BEING A CHRISTIAN MAY THE LORD ALMIGHT FORGIVE ME I WANT TO CHANGE FOR 3 YRS I HAVE BEEN CRYING TO gOD TO FROGIVE ME I HAVE COME TO MY SENSES THAT THE BEGINING OF WISDOM IS THE FEAR OF THE LORD INSTANCES OF ROBBING GOD: SO MANY TIMES, BUT I HAVE REPENTED' I DONT SMOKE , I DONT DRINK ANY ALCOHOLIC DRINKS BUT DEBTS THIS IS MY MAIN PROBLEM I WOULD LIKE TO COME OUT OF IT PRAY FOR ME GOD IS NOT DEATH HE HEARS CASES OF BAD TEMPER: I WAS IN BAD TEMPER, I AM SET FREE I REPENTED HINDERING OF OTHERS: SO MANY I HAVE AND EVEN PEOPLE COMING TO THE POINT OF NOT GOING TO WORSHIP THERE GOD BECAUSE OF ME

1171575707 2007 February 15 Thursday dowayne 25 male london 02085256602 UNBELIEF: i prayed before and was afraid that god didnt answer me

1171723745 2007 February 17 Saturday Jodi 22 female England 07733182184 INGRATITUDE: 1. for replenishing replenishing some relationship that under normal circumstances would have withered. 2. for keeping my feet on the ground when i arrived in england with nothing. 3. for helping me get over lost loves when i thought i would never be able to feel another happy ever again. LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: I have given my love to others over God over and over again. I feel a lack of appreciation and love for God right now. I do however want him to consume me (fix me), i do not want to be a sinner. I want to love God the same way he loves me - to serve him as he serves me everyday. I do not feel blessed and I want to gain that sense of appreciation and a deep love for God. NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: Yes, I do tend to regard it lightly. At times I will open it up randomly (no structure) and if it doesn't seem applicable or if it doesn't make sense then i close it and put it down. I have realised my selfishness in this domain. i want to be able to take something away from it everyday! I do not know how to strengthen my faith in a world that seems to contrast everything i read. i would like to gain understanding and ultimately spiritual wisdom from the bible. I am extremely immature (spiritually), I am willing to change and submit. I do not always know how to go about doing this. UNBELIEF: I have stated 'I don't believe you could possibly care the way you promise or love me the way you say you do ... otherwise why would 'this and that' happen'. When surrounded by christians who have been blessed in so many ways, I do not feel like part of that community, I do not feel blessed and i want my self-pity/pessimism to disintegrate. NEGLECT OF PRAYER: I often end up reflecting on deep wounds with the intention of God revealing a sort of revelation to me. At times I feel that if I tell him of my misfortunes and my state of mind, that he will guide me. I am under the impression that if I vent my frustrations enough that he will have mercy on me. I cannot seem to get my head around the 'way' to pray. Then other times i neglect prayer due to lack of faith. At prayer meetings I get uncomfortable, scared, as many have been given the gift of tongues. I do not understand the gift and although i can certainly feel the power of their prayer, I do have a mental block against submitting myself to it. NEGLECT OF MEETINGS: It is not my intention to reject the spirit, I would like to invite the spirit whole-heartedly. When attending meetings I speak to people, these people are so warm. I do not feel that I can completely connect with these people though. My understanding is so limited. I no longer want to reject the spirit. I want to feel at home in the house of God. COLDNESS: i think i am the coldest person i know in that sense. I have backslidden so much so that i feel i can't get back. I feel so indifferent. If i am not miserable i am indifferent ... not joyful. please reveal to me - how do i change this? LACK OF LOVE FOR YOUR NEIGBOUR'S SOULS: I think of my loved ones with much love. Although my attempt at praying is full of selfishness. I would never wish ill on my loved ones. At times i am intolerant of people who are mean/evil/insulting. Instead of trying to help them i tend to reject them. Instead of praying for these people I end up cursing them for trying to hurt me. This needs to change. LACK OF CARE FOR THE LOST: I am guilty of smoking and tea. In a way my heart does agonise for them BUT it is probably just a select few. It doesn't seem that i am a christian at all does it! I really want my heart to change though!!! I am a hypocrite in every sense of the word. NEGLECT OF FAMILY DUTIES: I do try and give Godly advice, but it is sometimes more an effort than anything else to live by the standards i tend to set for other people (and myself). I find myself enriching people one minute and indulging in sin the next. I completely go against everything i 'preach'. The rest of my family are not christians so i sometimes let persecution get the better of me and 'give-up' as such. Help! NEGLECT OF SOCIAL DUTIES: I have a concern for the youth of society. I feel surrounded by demons when surrounded by mere people. I lose the nerve a second after gathering it. i am probably (comparitively) very socially unaware and try to 'keep to myself'. Again, this is not how i want to live. NEGLECT OF YOUR OWN LIFE: I sin a lot infront of unbelievers, when i am around people who believe i hide things about my life. I change in a way ... another side of me comes out - perhaps a better side. NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: i haven't seen any christians (except myself) backsliding. I guess that i do not ask fellow christians enough about their spiritual path and what is going on in their lives. It is difficult for me to be open with people and i sometimes assume that they would feel the same and wouldn't want me 'prying'or being nosy. i see now that this is not the way. I am to distant and not open to complete fellowship or love. I would really like to open myself up more and welcome people in. NEGLECT OF SELF-DENIAL: This is a big thing for me. I must learn to let things go. Everything that goes against or does not glorify God. I need to stop smoking (5 min after this I will probably light up a cigarette - how do i 'want to stop'?). I need to give up passions - such as listening to music that does not fall in line with God's will. i must move out of the place i live in to be amongst christians! I must give up thinking and saying negative things. I must let go of past hurt. WORDLY MINDEDNESS: Im not too sure about this one. I need to think as I do not term myself as materialistic. INSTANCES OF PRIDE: this makes a lot of sense and hits home in a lot of ways. It is just ME ME ME all the time. pretty sure you have picked this up already. I must be brutally honest about my sinful, disgusting life ... because I WANT to change. CASES OF ENVY: Yes yes yes. all the time. I always wallow in self-piy and get irritated when i see people who have more than me, who have families, who have husbands, who are loved so deeply, who are more creative than I am. This is probably my biggest downfall. TIMES OF SLANDER: Yes I have done this in the past to make myself feel better. Even when i have convincingly believed what i was saying to be true i knew it was wicked, knew it was wrong. I did it ... to make me feel like I wasn't the only one 'in the wrong'. LACK OF SERIOUSNESS: When admitting fault, i will sometimes give a little laugh as though 'yes, i know it was wrong, but it was so much fun'. Therefore not repenting. I am filled with guilt, that too is from the devil. HYPOCRISY: for someone who has hurt me to be content and happy. i wanted them to feel what i was feeling.

1242661280 2009 May 18 Monday Tony 35 male Belgium 0479 620313 INGRATITUDE: Thank you Lord for all the trials that I went through in Swaziland to bring me to faith like a Father disciplining his son. LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: I have truly backslidden several times because I held onto my sins. I cannot contain myself. When I did not trust you but loved the world, was more anxious over money. NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: I have neglected the spiritual discipline of scripture memory UNBELIEF: I did not pray for the children in England for their salvation or for revival. I did not care for them being mislead in the government schools.

1242662955 2009 May 18 Monday Tony 35 male Belgium NEGLECT OF PRAYER: I have often been too busy on the computer and thought that I should work instead of pray.

1243591306 2009 May 29 Friday Tony 35 male Belgium INGRATITUDE: Thank you for bringing me light and saving me. My Father did not know you, and did not lead me to you, My mother did not either. There was no hope for me to hear the gospel, until you sent missionaries to bring me light in boarding school at the age of 15. Lord I pray make me a missionary or send more missionaries to the world to reach young people, teenagers, such as I was before I met you. NEGLECT OF PRAYER: I did not understand prayer - ie, I did not simply thank God. For a long time I depended on feelings of some physical nature, and the delusion was, that I got that feeling, and was led by some spirit! NEGLECT OF MEETINGS: I did not know what I was to do for you. I did not logically think of Evangelism. And I was not grounded in sound doctrine. I was tossed to and fro by every wind of teaching. INSTANCES OF HARSH CRITICISM: I spoke harshly about christians and churches and even attacked pastors who were not revived, being not myself in the light.

1244017118 2009 June 3 Wednesday Tony Clayton 35 male Belgium INGRATITUDE: Unthankful for the revivals we had in 1994 at Imperial College. Thank you for your Holy Spirit and giving me the truth. For convicting me of my sins on that mountain in Johannesburg. For showing me the true gospel now, to be able to discern the true from the false. For taking me out of being lost among professing christians, from the confusion over Lindi in south africa who herself was in her sins when I fornicated with her.

1244148139 2009 June 4 Thursday Tony Clayton 34 male Belgium INGRATITUDE: I have not thanked you enough for providing me a job at Oscar Faber in 2001, however, I abused your mercies by not offering my life in sacrifice. LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: I abused your mercies in unbelief and fear of man as above. Not sharing the gospel with the people I worked with. NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: I was backslidden earlier on this year, and I hardly read the bible. Sometimes I would only read it once a week. UNBELIEF: Through the fear of man I did not believe you. I did not share your gospel, I did not seek your will in my work, I did not obey you, I did not pray. I am talking about all the time since I lived in Harrow. Forgive me Father. UNBELIEF in thinking you could not save people through my efforts on the internet. In fact I have done a lot of this work without a heart and without feeling. NEGLECT OF PRAYER: I tended to make my devotions short. For many years I did not pray. I just read the bible, even though I read for half an hour a day, I did not have the heart to pray. Forgive me Lord. From the days I went to Imperial college in 1993, I did not pray. NEGLECT OF MEETINGS: I have not been to church for a long time. And I used my relationship with my wife as an excuse to not go to church, or to have any fellowship in my house. Forgive me Lord. COLDNESS: For several nights last year in November, as many as 30 nights I would even wake up in the early hours and drone over the scriptures by reading them aloud thinking I was doing deliverance, and thinking I was praying with effect, but it was all godless chatter. LACK OF LOVE FOR YOUR NEIGBOUR'S SOULS: Michael. I did not pray for him as I ought to pray. No, I did not. Forgive me Lord, for not even caring for my son's salvation, while I was willing to cross the oceans and spend so much money to save people in Africa. I am a hypocrite. LACK OF CARE FOR THE LOST: I only today learned about the fact that school children in Zimbabwe do not go to school, cannot, because there is no teacher. I have not thought about how the schools in this country or in Europe do not pray to you during assembly. Lord I have not thought or prayed about school children. I find I am a hypocrite. NEGLECT OF FAMILY DUTIES: I do try to share a sermon with my wife, and do my scripture memory with her and try to provoke her to pray. NEGLECT OF SOCIAL DUTIES: As I said, I was hardly interested in the state of the schools, and let alone campaigning for social reform. NEGLECT OF YOUR OWN LIFE: I fell into sin repeatedly and lived an unbelieving life, so that my testimony was ruined. NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: I do try to find believers in the world, but I have cut myself so much from the church that I do not know but a few. I do go out on the street and try to meet new believers and encourage them there. But there are very few believers around. NEGLECT OF SELF-DENIAL: I do not fast, or set aside days to renew my covenant with God. WORDLY MINDEDNESS: No, I have truly given up all my possessions INSTANCES OF PRIDE: In the past, I have been part of the prosperity church, and I did this all the time. I always wore the best clothes, and gold watch etc CASES OF ENVY: I envied the success of other christian websites. I wanted money like some of the popular ministers. I envied pastors of big churches who were successful. I envied pastors with a pulpit and people to preach to. INSTANCES OF HARSH CRITICISM: Before I actually understood the gospel I condemned churches with did not use the King James Bible for instance, or who did not see things exactly as I see them. TIMES OF SLANDER: I made fun of John in the mental hospital. Lord I am sorry. LACK OF SERIOUSNESS: Yes I have not really contemplated hell, or thought of the dangers that they face. I have acted in a light way before you, trifling with salvation. INSTANCES OF LYING: I gave the wrong impression about my company that it is a big company to my clients. However, I did do the work for them. I lied on my CV reducing the times I was out of work. Lied about the reasons for not being employed, and misrepresented my abilities. I had a tender heart in University and many of us had, I can think of my Christian friend who would not want to sell himself to employers. And yet once college is over, we sell ourselves. Lord forgive me, I have returned. Grant me a tender conscience again. Grant me to see like I did at the earlier age of 19, 20, 21. CASES OF CHEATING: I had stolen or even taken free software off the internet without paying for it. HYPOCRISY: Sometimes I forgot my prayer and did not have faith. But I know the Holy Spirit helps me in my infirmities. INSTANCES OF ROBBING GOD: I worked at Oscar Faber and the engineering work for too long, neglected my call, and actually that work was not for you, it was for me. I had not completely dedicated my life to your service. I certainly worked for money and not for serving God. I had a fellowship there, but never really broke down my heart before you. This is because I had the fear of man. In fact, I did not see the need to serve you, be led by your spirit or to win the Lost. I was not serious during the time, and did not pray to you. CASES OF BAD TEMPER: I did get angry with my daughter and sometimes shout at her, and even smack her when I am cross. HINDERING OF OTHERS: I used to criticize churches and pastors who did not agree with me.

1244149562 2009 June 4 Thursday Tony Clayton 34 male Belgium TIMES OF SLANDER: Oh yes, I must confess my slander of LAST DAYS MINISTRIES - oh Lord I am so sorry. I said they were not willing to produce certain things because they were scared of the circumstances surrounding Keith Green's death. HINDERING OF OTHERS: Last Days Ministries. By insinuations against them, I cut off others from being blessed by their ministry. Lord so sorry.

1244150946 2009 June 4 Thursday Tony Clayton 34 male Belgium TIMES OF SLANDER: Ray McCauley at Rhema church. I said all he wants to do is sell and make money through the church bookshop HINDERING OF OTHERS: Ray McCauley - I shut people out from hearing him, through my lack of care for his ministry.

1244194766 2009 June 5 Friday Tony Clayton 34 male Belgium UNBELIEF: I did not believe in God when I prayed. I waited for a sensation before coming to God by faith. I was mislead by false doctrine, expecially regarding the 'Presence' of the Holy Spirit. This has kept me in darkness for many years - so that I did not come to God in faith, and could not pray! NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: Neglecting the house of God in unbelief. INSTANCES OF PRIDE: I have been full of spiritual pride. I have had so many words of my own to say which were just words to draw people after me. I made out that I was some great one.

1244194945 2009 June 5 Friday Tony Clayton 34 male Belgium INGRATITUDE: Have mercy on me, Lord.

1245426550 2009 June 19 Friday Tony 34 male Belgium INGRATITUDE: Thank you God for saving me from the false doctrines I believed, and though you were angry with them, you still had pity on me. ALl those years I thought I was saved, and yet there was a hardness in my heart - and I had a mysterious blindness that I could not solve. Now I know it is as simple as the false doctrines I first received in 1993 as a pentecostal!

1247521502 2009 July 13 Monday Tony Clayton 34 male Belgium INGRATITUDE: Thank you for my son, Michael. Thank you for his life. Thank you for keeping us safely in London, while we wander about, for all the things we did, and for the money that we had. I thank you for keeping me from harm all these years, and for guiding me in paths of righteousness. Thank you for giving me a family when I came to London in 1999. Thank you for faith to believe in a revival and the work of your spirit. Thank you for having mercy on me in backsliding and sin. LACK OF LOVE FOR GOD: In my career, Lord, I did not seek you first, to know what you would want me to do. Also I was afraid of man. You cared for me all along, and yet I did not serve you with all my heart. I lied and cheated and did not think it was important to follow your commands to the smallest detail. I am sorry. NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: I do read your word, and I do love your word, but I do not feel I read it and love it enough. UNBELIEF: I did not believe in the work of the Holy Spirit in revival until recently, while recording Finney's Testimonial of Revivals. NEGLECT OF PRAYER: God, I do not pray enough. I sometimes pray for only one minute in the morning and then go off and do work on the computer. Lord forgive me. I have to pray more, especially since everything depends on it. NEGLECT OF MEETINGS: I have totally not gone to church for many months and almost 2 years. Forgive me Lord. On sunday I went to the Salvation Army church in Central London. COLDNESS: I really enjoyed the service and feel I should become a soldier, but in the past I criticised ministers which were already into extra doctrines, so it would be just like criticising Jehovah Witnesses or Mormons - totally unnecessary and gratuitous - pentecostal churches do already follow extra doctrines, and so did I when I was a pentecostal. I was lost. LACK OF LOVE FOR YOUR NEIGBOUR'S SOULS: God, I have been so cold, not even to give out a tract to people as I once did when I was with Michael. LACK OF CARE FOR THE LOST: I am not part of a mission, nor a church which supports missions, nor do I read or get involved in missions. NEGLECT OF FAMILY DUTIES: We do pray at mealtimes, But I need to pray for them more, especially Michael and Esmee. I have however, got a hold of God for my children. NEGLECT OF SOCIAL DUTIES: Up till now, I have not cared for the poor in society, nor christian education. I have been merely serving myself, and serving my own ambition and career. I have changed that now. NEGLECT OF YOUR OWN LIFE: I try to be sober, however, sometimes I come across as morose, introverted and not social. NEGLECT OF YOUR BRETHREN: I do not keep close personal contact with any believers. NEGLECT OF SELF-DENIAL: I was not willing to leave Karma and Esmee in Belgium while I went to London.

1247662492 2009 July 15 Wednesday Debra Lundy 55 female United States NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: Every day there has been something to come up that has keep me from reading when I should are I have just been lazy in picking up the bible. I do read but not consisted in doing so. Therefore I repent for sinning unto God.

1257444801 2009 November 5 Thursday Gwen Morey 48 female usa INGRATITUDE: OOOH Lord the countless abundance of gifts Lord that I have been given and have not yet been thankfull for in my deeds and actions and words Too much to even keep count.. Sight hearing breath,, family friends Gos precious saving Blood and His never Ending mercy and Love toward a sinner like me..The beautiful children he has entrusted me with.. and much more..

1257444920 2009 November 5 Thursday Gwen Morey 48 female usa INGRATITUDE: OOOH Lord the countless abundance of gifts Lord that I have been given and have not yet been thankfull for in my deeds and actions and words Too much to even keep count.. Sight hearing breath,, family friends Gos precious saving Blood and His never Ending mercy and Love toward a sinner like me..The beautiful children he has entrusted me with.. and much more.. NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: Yes Lord you would that your children would devour the Word of God that they might not sin against you, and because of my own undisciplined life I have not read your precious word each day.... Father faorgive me and give me grace to do so !

1257445079 2009 November 5 Thursday Gwen Morey 48 female usa INGRATITUDE: OOOH Lord the countless abundance of gifts Lord that I have been given and have not yet been thankfull for in my deeds and actions and words Too much to even keep count.. Sight hearing breath,, family friends Gos precious saving Blood and His never Ending mercy and Love toward a sinner like me..The beautiful children he has entrusted me with.. and much more.. NEGLECT OF THE BIBLE: Yes Lord you would that your children would devour the Word of God that they might not sin against you, and because of my own undisciplined life I have not read your precious word each day.... Father faorgive me and give me grace to do so ! UNBELIEF: Father help my unbelief.. For it truely is such a great list as you say in your word If we ask for something and do not doubt in our heart s that we will have that thing for which we have asked....So truly God my doubt is so great... Help me to take every thought captive and submit it to your word that it may be a athought of faith ...

1264226348 2010 January 23 Saturday John Locke 28 male United States NEGLECT OF PRAYER: It's lame

-LORD JESUS-